bila rindu telebih rindu..

duhai rindu....

rindu sayang..

engkau datang bila hati ini kesunyian..

kau bermain api~api di hati ini..

menyemarakkan lagi rindu yang teramat..

duhai rindu.

kau telah menyeksa aku...

dr malam sampai ke senja...

hati ini masih rindu...

::Masa Depanku::

Andaikan Kau Masih Ada

Berdiri Mendampingiku

Ku Ingin Kau Pun Tahu

Betapa Ku Menyayangimu



Andai Kan Ku Sanggup Untuk

Memutar Kembali Waktu

Tak Pernah Sekejap Pun

Ku Alihkan Engkau Dari Perhatianku



Reff :

Selama Hidupku Hanyalah Dirimu

Yang Sanggup Menyinggahi Ruang Ruang Hidupku

Selama Hidupku Hanyalah Dirimu

Yang Sanggup Menempati Ruang Ruang Hatiku



Andaikan Kau Masih Ada

Berdiri Mendampingiku



Ku Ingin Kau Pun Tahu

Betapa Ku Menyayangimu



Andai Kan Ku Sanggup Untuk

Memutar Kembali Waktu

Tak Pernah Sekejap Pun

Ku Alihkan Engkau Dari Perhatianku

Karna Ku Sayang Kamu..

Seandainya, kau ada disini denganku
Mungkin ku tak sendiri
Bayanganmu, yang selalu menemaniku
Hiasi malam sepiku
Kuingin bersama dirimu
Ku tak akan pernah, berpaling darimu
Walau kini, kau jauh dariku
Kan slalu kunanti
Karna ku sayang kamu

Hati ini, selalu memanggil namamu
Dengarlah melatiku
Ku berjanji, hanyalah untukmu cintaku
Takkan pernah ada yg lain

Adakah rindu di hatimu
Seperti rindu yang kurasa
Sanggupkah kuterus terlena
Tanpamu disisiku, ku kan slalu menantimu

Seandainya, kau ada disini denganku
Mungkin ku tak sendiri
Bayanganmu, yang selalu menemaniku
Hiasi malam sepiku
Kuingin bersama dirimu

Ku tak akan pernah, berpaling darimu
Walau kini, kau jauh dariku
Kan slalu kunanti
Karna ku sayang kamu

Kan slalu kunanti
Karna ku sayang kamu

Kisah+Bila+Tenet+Sudah+Ada...

fuf...sehari lebih xde tenet...

tseksa je hidup sini...(di wang ulu..dok sorg2 sbb cuti..)

nk siapkn lab report pun susah sbb perlu tenet sgt2..

hehe...

tp ble dh ade tenet ni..keje pun xsiap...

mcm2 plak di buat..

bukak fb lak..email la..n xlupa update blog..

hehehe..

apa2 pun..hati dh gembira skrg...

weee~~~~

L>O>V>E........love...

i love my blog...

coz there's always someone exploring it...

tq so much to that person!!!

cuti^2 di Perlis, Malaysia.

from 150 pictures, ni je dpt di tunjukkan..

CNY

hmm...cant believe...its chinese new year...

feel so quiet here...

doesnt feel like chinese new year at all in perlis...

miss my town...sibu...

last nite the entire sky was covered by firecrackers...

hmm..here, only heard one or two...

damed bored here...

whatever it is....thanx to those who wish me a happy new year...

hmmm...sad2......

Maaf ye kawan...

~Istimewa Buat Kawan Tersayang~

bukan niat ku hendak melukakanmu..

bukan niat ku juga membuatmu sedih...

aku tak berniat mempermainkanmu..

sebab aku sayangkan kamu...

maafkan aku...

wahai kawan tersayang..

jangan dirimu terasa disisihkan..

kerna kau kawan amat aku perlukan.....

aku rindu kehadiranmu..

gurau senda tertawa bersama..

bermanja dengan kasih sayang...

maafkan aku kawan...

kenangan masa bersama...

teman setia aku sekarang...

tak pernah berpisah jauh..

dari hati sedih dan bahagia aku ini...

maafkan aku...

wahai kawan tersayang..

jangan dirimu menjauhi aku..

kerna kau kawan ku tersayang.....

maaf ye kawan.......

special write just 4 u....

I'm No Longer The Victim...

huhuhuhu....at last...change back my name..

from heartbreaker victim (h.v) to farah aisyah...

hey buddy...this is 4 u...

ehehe...btw, happy chinese new year all n to myself...

Kau yang selalu di hati
Selalu bersemi di dalam jiwaku
Kau takkan ku lupa dalam hidupku
Untuk selamanya
 
wooohh Kenangan dirimu
Menyatu dalam darahku
Takkan pernah terhapus waktu

wooohh Hatiku bahagia
Saat kau ada disisi
Tak ingin kau pergi lagi
Meninggalkan aku

Kau belahan jiwaku
Hampa hidupku
Jika kau pergi dariku

wooohh Kenangan dirimu
Menyatu dalam darahku
Takkan pernah terhapus waktu

wooohh Hatiku bahagia
Saat kau ada disisi
Tak ingin kau pergi lagi
Meninggalkan aku

MERDEKA+MERDEKA+MERDEKA

Merdeka...merdeka...merdeka...

itulah laungan keluar dari bibir ini tepat pada pukul 10.30 pagi td...

ini kerana kesemua paper exam aku sudah hbs..huahuahua...

Kasih sayang ini, semoga abadi....

Kau datang bagaikan mimpi 
Kau hadir daku sedari 
Sekian lama ku nanti 
Kau di sini 

Mungkin kehendak Illahi 
Segalanya ku jalani 
Biar lelap tidurmu 
Di pelukku 

Cinta ini 
Ku persembahkan 
Setulus hati kasih 
Kepadamu 
Seandainya engkau mengerti 
Hanya kau yang ku miliki 
Dalam hidupku 

Kasih sayang ini 
Semoga abadi 
Kan ku bawa sampai akhir nanti

SEDIH+PILU+hanya diri ini bisa memahami..

speechless sgt^2..

sedih..hmmm.....

xdpt blik...rindu rumah...

rindu family...

hmm...

life here bored...

n relax...

n too much paper work to do...

˙·٠•●♥NEVER BEEN U GUYS FAULT♥●•٠·˙

it's me that always bring the trouble...

can't u guys see it..

since i appeared, i have done so much wrong n mistake..

n so many thing have change...

hmm...

Terseksa+Jiwa+Batin

Bila cinta didusta
Hati mula gelisah
Hilang kekasih hati
Hidup jadi merana
 
Insan jadi idaman
Kini dimilik orang
Cinta yang diimpikan
Putus di tengah jalan
Terpaksa mengalah

Mengapa menyinta
Andainya tak setia
Tak usahlah bercinta
Jika hanya berpura
Bila hati dah jemu
Mula berpaling tadah
Tak pernah difikirkan
Orang yang ditinggalkan
Tersiksa sayu pilu

Ooo...oo.. merayu-rayu
Ooo...oo.. ingin kembali
Ooo...oo.. meratap sayu
Tidak mungkin orang simpati
Menoleh pun tak sudi

Andainya ditakdirkan
Cinta mu didustai
Pastinya kau mengerti
Siksanya perpisahan
Hanyalah ditemani sesalan

SERONOK NYE BLE ADE SUDI BG PINJAM KETE WLPN BKN SECARA SENGAJA..haha...

vrooom^2...

p jalan sabtu n ahad..weee.....

 

Kalo Dah Tak Sudi, Takkan Nak Paksakan...

sedih ble die dh xsudi..

hnya bisa tahan sebak di hati ni..

hmm...

nk bgtau pon susah..

so diam je lh..

try buat bende len yg blh mlupakan seketika waktu sedih tu...

hmm...

Aku Sedih..Aku Kecewa...AKu Blurr....

hmm...petang td mira kol tibe2...

die gtau kura2 mati...

yg mati tu milik die..

milik sy lg hidup..

tp still sedih..

sbb hero hensem...

pasangan sesuai utk bella sy..

hmmm....

yg buat lg sedih...

eclipse sy dh nk hbs..

bp biji je lg..

xcukup utk esok..

chewing gum pun xde..

hmm..

dh lah kelas kt chucuh..

berjemur panas..

hmm...

camne ek....

Why Me............

Day and Night Thinking...

Thinking What I Have Done..

Every Night I Have To Go Through The Same Feeling..

The Feeling Of Guilt....

Try To Forgive Myself n My Past..

But Still The Guilt Stays In Me..

.........Forgive For All The Wrong  I Had Done To You.......

.........................I Miss YOU So Much.....................................

TEKANAN+TEKANAN+TEKANAN

oh tekanan..

dirimu menghantui aku sekarang...

kau bagi ku kerja yang tak akan dapat aku siap dalam seminggu ini...

5 lab report ko bagi kn kt aku...

5 test juga ko bg kan sekali...

dan 5 hari juga kau bg aku siap kan sume dan mengharungi sume ini...

oh tekanan...

rambut ku dulu hitam..

sekarang dah perang...

ape dah nk jadi kat aku sekarang..

nasib kawan^2 aku semuanya guna tudung...

kalau tidak, negara barat lah kita jadi nya...

oh tekanan..

ingin ku sampai kan salam dari hati ku..

dengan selembut kain sutera hati ku berkata,

"AKU tabah mengharungi segala ini...

dengan tenang..

dengan rela...

syukur alhamdulillah aku di Bumi Malaysia.."

salam 1 Malaysia!

COW+DUNG!!!

Cow dung...cow dung..cow dung...

tahi lembu...tahi lembu...taiksapi..

hehehe...

kali pertama dlm hidup bmain dgn tahi lembu...

buat dodol lembu..best^3..

dengan haruman semerbak die...wee~~~

sedap di makan smpai menjilat jari...

What+A+Life+We+Have+To+Get+Through

I've been thinking a lot today...

especially by dawn..

i cant sleep at all...

only after 7 i can sleep back...

that why cant wake up early today..

luckily my friend message me..

if not, i'll miss my quiz today...

whatever it is, hopefully everything will be fine...

for u n me...

At+last.+.+.+The+Right+Time+Has+Come.+.+.

Early dis morning..

around 1.30a.m..(1st Feb 2010)

i have release everything inside my mind that had been played for nearly a month now..

sorry and apologize to u..

never meant to make u feel that way..

put u in more stress...

i just, cant take it no more..

neither control it...

hope u understand everything..

n listen to every single word that coming out from my mouth..

do it, i'll be so happy..

n proud of u...

my friend..

special dedication for u dear....

My+Rings+!+!+!

AT LAST!!!

I Had Found My Rings!!!

All Along It Just On My Table..

Stupid Punye Cover P Hide Cincin Sy...

What+A+Nightmaire

Good morning everyone n my love....

huhu..

baru siap mandi cuci baju sume ni..

bgn lmbt hari ni sbb badan sakit..

ape yg nk dicerita sini ialah mimpi sy pagi td...

around 7.30-9.30..

dlm 2 jam tu mcm2 sy mimpi...

mmg sgt2 menakutkan...

spe ade facebook sy dh tau la cerita nye..

hehe....

direct luah kt fb..kalo x nnt menghantui diri ini...

ape2 pun..mimpi tu mcm final destination..

adoi2...knp lh aku dpt mimpi gtu..

ramai yg mati tau...

ade satu part tu ade org lemas dlm kolam..

di bwh die ade ramai org tgh mbuat upacara sembayang..

then kolam tu pecah..

trus mati sume kt bwh..

byk lg..kejadian sebelum nya..

lg sedih ade satu bahagian tu die tlibat rumah sy n mom sy..

then tjaga...xlarat nk bgn, sambung tdo blik..

tdo2 trus sambung mimpi mcm td..

tp ni dh lain situasi..

kami diserap masuk kolam..mcm dlh cerita final destination 4 tu..

kami diserap trus kolam tu tertutup..

kami ke alam lain..

alam lama..back to the future..

perasan amat menakutkan time tu..

mcm mne nk blik..

ape2 pun kami trus kn hidup kami...

hehe..then bgn trus dok dpn laptop...

++CRY++

I need to see you cry
I wanna, I wanna see you cry
Won't rest until I see you cry
Yeah I cry, I cry, I cry

Had me convinced that I just wasn't enough,
Me and you fussing and fighting cursing all of that stuff,
Now I know, that I might've done you wrong,
Didn't know I'd pay so long, 'til you did the same,
I know I'd done you wrong I was making it up to you,
I apologised in a million ways but I thought that was that,
But I guess you got me back,
Didn't know itd be like that, but you did the same...

Now we're caught in a circle
A constant battle
The day that u hurt me
The clouds cast a shadow on us
And I hope that your happy we're even now, so cry baby cry

Let me see you cry, cry, cry
I need to see you cry, cry, cry
Until your tears run dry, dry, dry
Like the deserts need the rain
Want ya tears to fall down on me

Cry, cry, cry
I need to see you cry, cry, cry
Until your tears run dry, dry, dry
Like the deserts need the rain
Want ya tears to fall down on me

Before the love just turns to hate,
Before I ask for you to stay,
And just before you walk away, yeah

What is this? What happens to relationships?
Started off so good and ended up so bad
Baby I just wanna know,
Ooh tell me do you know, baby
Before we knew it we were at it again,
No no no, somehow I don't think we can ever be friends,
Wish it wasn't so, wish it wasn't so, but you did the same...

Now we're caught in a circle
A constant battle
The day that u hurt me
The clouds cast a shadow on us
And I hope that your happy we're even now, so cry baby cry

Let me see you cry, cry, cry,
I need to see you cry, cry, cry,
Until our tears run dry, dry, dry,
Like the deserts need the rain,
Want your tears to fall down on me,
Before the love just turns to hate,
Before I ask for you to stay,
And just before you walk away, yeah

So we go on and on on this merry go round,
Trying to chase a love that can never be found,
Time to say goodbye and step off of it now,
It's over girl, it's over X2

Let me see you cry, cry, cry,
I need to see you cry, cry, cry,
Until your tears run dry, dry, dry,
Like the deserts need the rain,
Want your tears to fall down on me X2

Speaking-
I need to see you cry
I wanna, I wanna see you cry
Won't rest until I see you cry
Yeah I cry, I cry, I cry

busy...

busy searching for my rings..two days missing 4 now...

~Stuck In The Middle~

I'm just sitting here, tryna
Forget bout all those years, and I
I can't take the thought of him
Alone with you (alone with you)
Its been a year or so, and you
Moved on and left me cold, and I
I wish that I could let you know
That I still got a thang for you

But you got another man
He says he loves you too
Baby girl I understand
This must be hard on you
And it gets so hard sometimes
To know just what to do
Stuck in the middle with you

[Chrous:]
You and I
Through it all
sunny days
Through the storms
Still I know
He can never love you like me
Girl I know he and you
Going new he messed it up with it all
No he can never love you like me
Can we go back again as lovers not as friends
Cos I know
He can never love you like me
Girl I've been there before
Time to close it up and go right on
But he can never love you like me

I was the one you can run into
When tears would fall from what he do
Who knew the friends would become lovers
Going crazy giving my all but getting halfa you
I'm not half the man so tell me what to do
Never gonna let you go
Cos you know our love is true

But you got another man
But he's not good for you
Baby girl I understand
But this ain't all on you
And it gets so hard some time
To know just what to do
Stuck in the middle with you

[Chorus:]
You and I
Through it all
sunny days
Through the storm
Still i know
He can never love you like me
Girl i know he and you
Going new he messed it up with it all
No he can never love you like me
Can we go back again as lovers not as friends
Cos i know
He can never love you like me
Girl I've been there before
Time to close up and go right on
But he can never love you like me

I know
That you will never find another love like
Me and you can look but won't find another man like
Me and even though you might have separated from me
Gotta make a choice can't wait forever

[Chorus:]
You and I
Through it all
sunny days
Through the storm
Still i know
He can never love you like me
Girl i know he and you
Going new he messed it up with it all
No he can never love you like me
Can we go back again as lovers not as friends
Cos i know
He can never love you like me
Girl I've been there before
Time to close up and go right on
But he can never love you like me

YEAYYYY!!!! sy dh bli dh bola sy...tp...ade something blaku..hahaha...

sehari suntuk di kangar..jalan2...

niat utama beli bola..

huahuahuahua..

rm46..

hehe..ok la tu..utk suka2 main..hehe...

xmampu bli mahal2...

keh3...

tp wlpn happy beli bola td, ade je part wat sy sedih..

keh4...

ape sy teringin sume xdpt..

sy nk earing la..nk ni la..nk tu la..sume xdpt..

hahaha..

melampau2..gurau je..

cerita yg nk sgt disharekn..huhu

sebenarnya cerita ni cerita 2 minggu lepas..

hari khamis..

tempat kejadian: Sg. Chucuh Agricultural Campus...

di hari tu..agak penat la...

the day b4 sy p pasar malam p bli bahan2 mentah utk dimasak..

tujuan nye nk masak2 kt campus tu..sbb xde kedai mkn..

lg pun nk enjoy2 sme kengkwn..

mengeratkn silaturahim sesama saudara saudari..keh3...

bahan2 mentah yg sy bli sy p hantar rumah lecturer kami..

cik siti kamariah..

lecturer Geomatic Engineering kami..

sgt baik org nya..sopan..lemah lembut..keh3..

so pagi tu die tlg bwk barang2 tu..sian lak miss..

jd mangsa..huhuhu..

so pagi trun nek bus unimap p campus agriculture..

perjalanan mengambil masa 35min...

sampai je sana, trus start kuliah..hbs kuliah trus p breakfast..

sy bli 4 kayu bread..xcukup..jd pinjam kete miss..

sian miss jd mangsa lg..

so jalan2 hampir ke padang besar cari kedai mkn..

jumpa la kedai jual roti canai..

trus la beli..tp ade 15 keping je..

xpe..beli je..

(still xcukup..hahaha)

hbs je mkn kami trus mula masak2..

nk start lab xdpt..PLV xde..

hari tu kami masak tomyam ayam dgn telur dada..

masalah besar xde kuali or periuk utk masak..

jd masak nasi dlu then baru masak tomyam guna periuk nasi tu...

huhuhu..

agak lucu..gary n jenal yg masak nasi..lelaki tu...huhu..macho2..

then time masak tomyam, tggl je gtu..

trus p wat lab...

lab gabung 3 group..jd ade r dlm 20++ org..

hhuhuhu....ape yg perlu buat hanya lh levelling..

ade dua benchmark dan satu tripod with laser level...

dh hampir separuh jalan kerje, ade mistake lak..tpaksa ulang semula..

huahuahua.....comel je tgk kekecewaan muka budak2 ni..hehehe...

so lab hbs lambat..dlm kul 2 kot baru siap..

balik2 terus mkn...punye lh sgt lapar...

xtahan membayang tomyam tu..hehehe..

then balik..

tp disebalik cerita ni, mcm2 kisah dasyat telah berlaku..

huhauahuhauahaaua......

penat lohhh...

penat owwww sem ni..byk sgt keje...

nk siap lab report la..asgiment la..

keh3...proposal lawatan sy kene reject laa....

kuang3....

pasal lab report mmg frust sgt...

minggu depan ade 4 lab skali gus...mati sy!!!!

due date each report 1 week...hehee...

dead..dead..dead....

luckily x nk p putrajaya hujung minggu ni..

sorry guys...agak busy..byk keje..

nk tlg design logo la..

bla2..

lagipun nk excersice petang^2..

nk praktis utk school..huhu..

masuk basketball...

tp kaki injured..melampau2...sje wat hal..

baru main sehari dh terpelecot..nsb xde pape..

huhuhu..apa2 pun..happy sgt2..leh lh update aktiviti harian sy!!!!!!!!!!

arrk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!dpt update...

slama ni aku sgt frust..xleh update blog..tibe2 aku main, boleh pulak...

arrrrrrrrrrk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dh lh tersangkut..byk cerita nk di share kn..keh3...